It’s true. It’s not a seasonal thing. It is ongoing and will not pass. A maiming thing that has us collide, take pills, smoke various medicines, stay drunk, collect and dispose of lovers. Loose small pieces of paper.

Horrible, you think how it would be to just drive your fucking car off highway 1 straight into the ocean. Ravenous, you go to China Town and buy roast duck and rice. Eat just about the whole thing in your room, glad your alone, happy to not share.